Guilty or Not?
A lot has been going on with me and my clan. If you can remember, my husband lost his father near Easter time. With Richard being his usual self, it makes it harder on me. And there's not a single thing I can do about it without feeling guilty.
I am saying this all because I feel guilt-ridden about everything that I do or don't do. Lately, I feel guilty because I want a love life and a life full of love. Does this make since? I sure hope so. My husband is dealing with Parkinson's Disease, and I deal with the ramifications of this disease. He never feels like doing anything. (He is not a people person). I am, though. He sleeps most of the day after coming in from working 3rd shift. When he comes in, I leave to head to work. I will leave from work and deal with everything else. (Going to the store, paying bills, cleaning up, etc.)
But, when do I get time for me? I don't get time for me. The bad thing is that I felt guilty for talking to a guy the other day. But, should I feel guilty? All I did was talk to the guy.
I would really appreciate any input on this quandary that I am in. Should I feel guilty or not? Why or why not?
Ciao for now.